Same!

But for now, baby the shit out of them. Buy one that gets legit amazon reviews for your next one. Hand wash it and mayyybe use a sponge when washing it. Only use wooden, plastic or silicone utensils in it.

If somebody cleans it with a scrubby pad or uses a metal spatula, they get shot/buy you your next pan. :)

I did 2 years on my most recent nonstick pan until my roommate cleaned it with a scrubby pad.