The great thing about me is that I have really nothing to begin with, over the years I have learned there isn't much to live for. My view is this, you grow up told that your gonna go get an office job, be a doctor, be an engineer, then work get married if your lucky, have kids if your lucky, travel a bit then die. This sounds great and all, but I want to make a difference you know? not be another grain of sand following the same pattern. I am willing to sacrifice any chance of the above happening simply because I feel, I can already see the ending, this way the ending is more in my control.