In your opinion, are you being fired from these companies as a result of your depressed mood, or simply because you weren't delivering on the work you were being asked to do?
If it's the former, take a break! Read, travel, and give your mind some fodder for creativity, and later on, inspiration.
If it's the latter, perhaps you might consider the fact that computer science might not be your calling. If you like working for startups, maybe you should try moving into a related field like product development. Who knows, maybe you'll find your true passion, the one that tickles the fancy that programming seems to be missing.
Comments
In your opinion, are you being fired from these companies as a result of your depressed mood, or simply because you weren't delivering on the work you were being asked to do?
If it's the former, take a break! Read, travel, and give your mind some fodder for creativity, and later on, inspiration.
If it's the latter, perhaps you might consider the fact that computer science might not be your calling. If you like working for startups, maybe you should try moving into a related field like product development. Who knows, maybe you'll find your true passion, the one that tickles the fancy that programming seems to be missing.