How many confidants do you currently have? Friends that you can and have trusted with anything.
You need to find an intimate community of people to connect with. Someplace with members who are ready and willing to welcome new people and support them.
It sounds like your problems are a little bigger than having lost interest in programming. Having a personal support network is where you need to start if you're going to do something as ambitious as starting a company again.
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How many confidants do you currently have? Friends that you can and have trusted with anything.
You need to find an intimate community of people to connect with. Someplace with members who are ready and willing to welcome new people and support them.
It sounds like your problems are a little bigger than having lost interest in programming. Having a personal support network is where you need to start if you're going to do something as ambitious as starting a company again.