Yeah, I think it's more so learning from experiences that didn't scale. E.g. I started out with Notepad, and wrote everything for the website I wanted to build in a single large massive php file. I of course don't do that anymore, but it was a step by step iterative progress to move to where I am now. Although I still miss how easy it was to see changes locally, deploy to prod quickly, and make hotfixes in prod. I sometimes think maybe I should go back to php.