That is why I asked my question. I wanted to see if others are going through something similar or if there is truly a light at the end of this tunnel.
Part of me wants to try harder to find something better, but every attempt I make is crushed by my never ending lack of motivation/willpower. Another part of me wants to just get out of programming completely since the reasons I became a programmer are dead or were perhaps a fantasy all along.
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That is why I asked my question. I wanted to see if others are going through something similar or if there is truly a light at the end of this tunnel.
Part of me wants to try harder to find something better, but every attempt I make is crushed by my never ending lack of motivation/willpower. Another part of me wants to just get out of programming completely since the reasons I became a programmer are dead or were perhaps a fantasy all along.
Pretty much the same here. I'm just continuing on because there's nothing else out there.