Please seek help from a suicide resource center - they can offer the kinds of help that will make a difference more than people on HN are able to offer.
I see 2 things that are good news here, the first is that you reached out to others for help, speaking purely statistically this is a good indicator that you are a survivor! The second good news is that much of the AI hype you're hearing is embellished for profit. Things feel really bleak because of where your head is at right now, and that can change!
Please go get help from the people waiting to give it to you, you can make it through even this!
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Please seek help from a suicide resource center - they can offer the kinds of help that will make a difference more than people on HN are able to offer.
I see 2 things that are good news here, the first is that you reached out to others for help, speaking purely statistically this is a good indicator that you are a survivor! The second good news is that much of the AI hype you're hearing is embellished for profit. Things feel really bleak because of where your head is at right now, and that can change!
Please go get help from the people waiting to give it to you, you can make it through even this!