So you sound like you have burnt out. The ability not to think and have fuzzy thoughts are a classic sign of this.
Not to minimise your PTSD in any way, but I had all that when I burnt out.
My advice: Take a holiday, put down the software tools for atleast a few weeks maybe a month.... Build real things with your hands, play some games, spend time with your family... do nothing ... Please recharge your creative batteries!
*note: I am only looking at your problems and basing them on my experiences ... Please seek appropriate help too. The brain is something we need to get more help with and most people don't...
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So you sound like you have burnt out. The ability not to think and have fuzzy thoughts are a classic sign of this.
Not to minimise your PTSD in any way, but I had all that when I burnt out.
My advice: Take a holiday, put down the software tools for atleast a few weeks maybe a month.... Build real things with your hands, play some games, spend time with your family... do nothing ... Please recharge your creative batteries!
*note: I am only looking at your problems and basing them on my experiences ... Please seek appropriate help too. The brain is something we need to get more help with and most people don't...