Honestly, consider taking (behavior) therapy if any of this toxic shame is left inside of you now! Work through this.
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Finding a loving and honest, trustworthy partner will be so much more rewarding.
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Honestly, consider taking (behavior) therapy if any of this toxic shame is left inside of you now! Work through this.
Oh and, chances are you are a hacker with a good amount of money at your disposal. Nothing wrong with making up for lost experiences in the here and now. If you feel you missed out, there are gorgeous escorts way more lovely than those dumb girls in high school you lusted after and it might just help you polish your confidence a bit. It is up to you if you want to go down that road and try it but hey, more power to you if you do and come to realize that while sex is great, it isn't THAT important once you start having it.
Finding a loving and honest, trustworthy partner will be so much more rewarding.