A theme that runs through this post:

* "we even tried to make a shooter game"

* "constantly shifting my focus, different programming languages, different platforms, cool new technologies"

* "I don't want to deal with introductory python courses"

* "I choose an arts bachelor for fun and easy scholarship" ... followed by low grades

I recommend you figure out how to FINISH things, and check your ego at the door. Those are pretty much the two skills every entry-level developer needs.