The few times when I've had an online relationship, just having someone to say goodnight with has been so much more comforting and sleep-inducing than any of the medications that work for a bit until they don't.
2005 or so was the first time I had a really special relationship, online, and when I tried to meet the other person like they seemed to want they kinda backed out. It's 15 years later and no matter how close we get and the other person says we need to meet, when we want to meet and I'm so ready to meet them they instant or slightly-less-abruptly ghost me.
Um I really need a job where I could afford somewhere to live and it'd be helpful to have a job where I don't have to work 7/365 since I haven't had a day off in over 5 years and so I don't even know who I am or what I'm trying to do anymore.
My best friend is someone over 2500 miles away and 10 years older than me but they text me on discord about life and we watch movies sometime.
How do I find a place where there are one or more adults who could help me find a way to survive, afford a home and food and the rest on this planet? Is there somewhere else I could find someone or a future?
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The few times when I've had an online relationship, just having someone to say goodnight with has been so much more comforting and sleep-inducing than any of the medications that work for a bit until they don't.
2005 or so was the first time I had a really special relationship, online, and when I tried to meet the other person like they seemed to want they kinda backed out. It's 15 years later and no matter how close we get and the other person says we need to meet, when we want to meet and I'm so ready to meet them they instant or slightly-less-abruptly ghost me.
Um I really need a job where I could afford somewhere to live and it'd be helpful to have a job where I don't have to work 7/365 since I haven't had a day off in over 5 years and so I don't even know who I am or what I'm trying to do anymore.
My best friend is someone over 2500 miles away and 10 years older than me but they text me on discord about life and we watch movies sometime.
How do I find a place where there are one or more adults who could help me find a way to survive, afford a home and food and the rest on this planet? Is there somewhere else I could find someone or a future?