60mg every 3 days. I don't believe it's a common treatment modality - though my doctor has some other patients on it. The primary sensation I experience on an ongoing basis is the the elimination of the sensation of abstract physical pain that I experience with negative thoughts and mood. The process is not inherently anti-inflammatory: while high dose IV ketamine are used to treat inflammatory diseases, as I understand it, the dose I'm taking doesn't directly affect inflammation, but works by modulating glutamate signaling. The relationship between inflammation and mood isn't yet clear to science, but we know that it is likely involved in many cases of treatment resistant depression.
Third hand, I know of people who are taking black market ketamine to treat depression, though I don't know what schedule they are following. There's a definite 'cliff' at the third day, as the ketamine wears off.
60mg every 3 days. That's was the protocol I followed with auto-prescribed ketamine.
Then I wanted to try every NMDA antagonists existing other than ketamine, like memantine, used as alzheimer treatment, but also ephenidine, diphenidine, methoxphenidine and later MXPr, all present in research chemical scene.
Then I heard about dextromethorphan (DXM) on a drug forum about anecdotical experience on its potential as antidepressive and even read a scientific paper about it. It is used as composent in cough syrop worldwide and, according to country laws, available without legal restriction or not, mainly because it is reputed for its potential of abuse for its dissociative effect.
In Belgium, it is supposed to be unrestricted for possession and use and so I bought 100gr of it on Alibaba for 80€, transport comprised...
The molecule seemed promising because it could act as antidepressive in 2 complemental chimical processes, that you can fine tune with the ingestion of pink (or is it white ?) grapefruit and other citrus having the same chimical properties, leading to the greater degradation or not of DXM while digesting, the product of degradation also having anti-depressive properties on its own, but in a different way.
The package get unfortunatelly blocked at French custom border. Now it seems I'm blacklisted in european custom as most of my order from China is systematically blocked.
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60mg every 3 days. I don't believe it's a common treatment modality - though my doctor has some other patients on it. The primary sensation I experience on an ongoing basis is the the elimination of the sensation of abstract physical pain that I experience with negative thoughts and mood. The process is not inherently anti-inflammatory: while high dose IV ketamine are used to treat inflammatory diseases, as I understand it, the dose I'm taking doesn't directly affect inflammation, but works by modulating glutamate signaling. The relationship between inflammation and mood isn't yet clear to science, but we know that it is likely involved in many cases of treatment resistant depression.
Third hand, I know of people who are taking black market ketamine to treat depression, though I don't know what schedule they are following. There's a definite 'cliff' at the third day, as the ketamine wears off.
60mg every 3 days. That's was the protocol I followed with auto-prescribed ketamine.
Then I wanted to try every NMDA antagonists existing other than ketamine, like memantine, used as alzheimer treatment, but also ephenidine, diphenidine, methoxphenidine and later MXPr, all present in research chemical scene.
Then I heard about dextromethorphan (DXM) on a drug forum about anecdotical experience on its potential as antidepressive and even read a scientific paper about it. It is used as composent in cough syrop worldwide and, according to country laws, available without legal restriction or not, mainly because it is reputed for its potential of abuse for its dissociative effect.
In Belgium, it is supposed to be unrestricted for possession and use and so I bought 100gr of it on Alibaba for 80€, transport comprised...
The molecule seemed promising because it could act as antidepressive in 2 complemental chimical processes, that you can fine tune with the ingestion of pink (or is it white ?) grapefruit and other citrus having the same chimical properties, leading to the greater degradation or not of DXM while digesting, the product of degradation also having anti-depressive properties on its own, but in a different way.
The package get unfortunatelly blocked at French custom border. Now it seems I'm blacklisted in european custom as most of my order from China is systematically blocked.
Here are some ressources :
https://www.vice.com/en_us/article/9kzkje/dxm-cough-syrup-an...
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC6398352/
https://sci-hub.tw/https://doi.org/10.1016/j.mehy.2011.02.00...
https://mhc.cpnp.org/doi/full/10.9740/mhc.2019.03.076
Edit : Typo and removed an irrelevant reference.
Rather unique and interesting case. I'm glad you found something that works for you.