xatax, man, I cannot say I feel your pain, but they are times when I feel like giving up. Here is the beautiful thing in your situation: you are 25. My roommate was out of work for one year then bam he landed a job paying twice as much as his last one when he was willing to take 1/2 of it. I am teaching myself some php, feel free to ping me for a feedback loop. My email is in my profile.

And launch the darn app. It cannot do it itself.