Is it because I'm pushing myself to do something I don't really want to do?
Yes, yes you are. Here's the evidence: faced with a choice of staying in bed or project work, you choose staying in bed. "Your projects are less interesting to you, less motivating, less exciting, than lying in bed doing nothing".
(That doesn't mean "shame yourself until you work on them", it means "pick something else").
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Is it because I'm pushing myself to do something I don't really want to do?
Yes, yes you are. Here's the evidence: faced with a choice of staying in bed or project work, you choose staying in bed. "Your projects are less interesting to you, less motivating, less exciting, than lying in bed doing nothing".
(That doesn't mean "shame yourself until you work on them", it means "pick something else").